rykejace

agh ffs why does this site take so LONG TO LOAD ON MOBILE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Im inna pickle. Mainly this is all about how i need to pick up my feet and find a good way to get to a path to be stable. Recently, i've been wondering where i'll be after this final year of highschool, wether it be with my parents (GOD I HOPE NOT.), with fur friends or on my own (again, i hope not.). I dont want to be a freeloader, and survive by riding on the backs of others.. and i need to get into a good college, whick probably aint gonna happen with my 1.5 gpa and me going on an EOS program this next year. I know i've fucked up my future, and i know im probably the worst person to myself right now... i cant stand this. I need a good stable enviroment to live in during college, and im not going to do that in the pressure of college campuses, but with people i can trust and am comfortable around... maybe after all this, then i can spend my future with pip...

I've seen some people having different icons for their mood.. I haven't had the energy to go off and find out how to do it, but... how do i do it? HOW I MINE 4 FISH?! 8Q

It looks like summer gym 2 isn't really all that bad. My faghag... s'cuse me let me rephrase that. My 'fruitfly', Sarah is in it, which makes it FAR more bearable. She'll be in my theatre class next year, thank GOD. We've been tanning all summer long, cause we want to look latino, for parts we want in the musical we'll be doing next year; Westside story.... *SQUEEEEE!!!* I LOVE THAT MUSICAL. We're even getting a professional ORCHESTERA. AGH. <3 I'm shooting for Chino or Tony. I hope its Chino so i wont have to kiss sarah, who more than likely will be maria. We've sung 'i feel pretty' so many times, also 'tonight', too. I'm SO PSYCHED for school next year!!

I cant wait for this summer to end! Im so fuckin tired of it!! ugh! That and i dont wanna deal with summer gym 2 tomorrow... today IS sunday, right? -.- *goes back to sleep cause his eyes burn*

Why is it now not so hot, but really fuckin muggy? Im tired of this weather! In other news, my life is boring... day in, im at physical ed for summerschool, which is NOT fun. Day out, im sweating and pissy and lazy, not able to sleep, and... well, miserable. Doesnt help that everyone is talking about going to Anthrocon, while im stuck a mere 4 hours away, no trasnsportation, no consent... *headdesk* FUCK THIS SHIT.

Hey y'all, Ryke here. the foxcoon. :3 just made this account to keep in contact with all my friends from around the globe.